Update on life

Hello!!!

Wow, its been ages since i updated!
Let's see, what has happened recently in my life?

Well, i got into a relationship with a guy. He is sweet, nice, a bit clingy and is shorter than me by quite a few centermeter. I broke with him after a month. Why? Because im a player simple as that. I have fun chasing but get bored after settling down. It gets boring sometimes if guys are easy to "catch", gawd i sound like a bitch. Anyways, i was getting bored of him and he was not really my type from the start so why prolong it? Yes i did break his heart, yes i did feel a little guilty. BUT, he knew i was a player and thought he could "change me for the better" thus we would last long. Right. That totally killed any feeling of guilt i had.

Well then, what exactly is my type, i've been asked.
Let me think...
A manly guy that is taller than me, looks good and has a intresting personality.
Let me explain why:
Even though i have a tough facade, i like manly guys that can make me feel small and "Doll-like". He should be taller than me because things can get awkward if he is shorter than me honestly.
Looks good? Well, Im sure every girl would prefer having a cute/hot guy to call their boyfriend than an average or ugly one right?
And most importantly, Personality!
I need a guy that can keep me intrested and guessing or else i might get bored of him quickly.

Other than that, yesterday was Teacher's Day and i went to visit my old primary school with Cassie and Juan. Hahaha, i sure grew, i towered over most of my previous teachers! After that, We went to subway for lunch. I headed home after that to relax, i had no idea how tired i was untill i lay on my bed and fell asleep till 7pm that night.

Today was pretty relaxing, i did my homework (Shocker! I know!) and relaxed after such a rushed and complexed period in life where all my teachers gave mountain loads of work and constantly chased us for it.

Sigh, tomorrow there is school again, at least tomorrow school starts late. Well, this is Shaina signing off.
P.S. I finally decided on a middle name for confirmation!

Xoxo,
Shaina Catalina

Lalalalala

I came up with even more new designs,
woke up twice last night because i dreamt of new designs and didn't want to forget them.
This week is going to rock! Why? Because.......
Tuesday: Fabric hunting with Cassie and Juan to get our designs sewn
Wednesday: Movie outing as well as lunch/dinner with Cassie to celebrate my birthday in advance.
Thursday: My BIRTHDAY!!!! Dinner at Pizza Hut with Trini, Juan and Hazi
Friday:Birthday Celebration with my family!

So go ahead and count, one, two and that's right, three!
Im celebrating my birthday THREE times!
Im SOOOOOO Happy!
Plus im turning 15 on the 15th.
I have no idea why but since i was a kid i believed it would be a special day when something awsome will happen to me besides growing a year older.
Oh how i wish i could fast foward time and skip monday.
Either ways, Im really happy to start the week so i shall shut up and go to sleep so the week will start faster.
Goodnight!

Designs~

Well here are the designs i mentioned~ Enjoy!

Hey pepps~ Im Bacckkkkk!
Been designing clothes and acessories theese days~
Did 3 sheets today~ Im spewing them out one after another.
Well, sure beats being in a rut.
Schools Boring as usual~
Had church camp last month and sure had fun~
Made amazing friends at camp, hope not giving any of them the wrong idea
cause i have the tendency to be extra nice to people i feel can be trusted~
Oh well~ Nothing Much to report~
Will post my designs up soon~ Juan n i plan to get the designs made and sell them~
Well, thats all~ See Ya~

Hello....

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And if you have low self esteem, hang up; all our operators are too busy to talk to you.

Oh, My!

$2k is a heck of alot of money.
I just found out someone near and dear has that much money placed under nya's name.
Now nya is hatching a plan so ba wont try to get his hands on that money.
Well, money or not i still love that somebody, though it explains alot.
I wonder what might happen to that money in the future.
Not that im eyeing it or something but it would really improve our standard of living.
Oh well.... speaking of money, i finally got my bank card today!
I really gotta save... for what, i have no idea but just yea.
For the Hongkong trip, there are people giving me cash to shop!

Thanks to *drum rolls* :
- Daddy for that $100
- Grandmama for that $100
- Grandaunt Doreen for that $50

I do have my own savings and im wondering if
i should just brake the rule and bring more cash?
My mum asked me to buy 10 packets of preserved quil eggs for her,
says she will pass me $30 to pay. 0.o
Phoenix asked me to buy 1 packet of yakult(8 bottles) and bring to hongkong for him.
He says he will pay me back. Dont they sell Yakult there? 0.o
Either ways i cant wait to go! But the exams looming in front of me are horrible!
I am positive that tomorrow's chinese exam wont go well.
Ah well, all i can do is pray that i wont fail too bad.
By the way, Did i mention that my parents have stoped fighting?
Well they did and im glad thats over with!
Well got to go, Goodnight my loves!

~Shaina Arella

Parentals

Sigh, i think my parents are being silly.
After that fight, they refuse to speak to each other,
They use my sibblings but mainly me to tell each other something.
How childish.
I dont know how long this will last.
Really, its like pre-school kids :
" i dont like you so i wont speak to you"
That should be a mentality of young kids, Not parents!
Sigh, i hope it ends soon.
They basically ignore or try their best to stay out of each others way.
I really dont know what to do. Sigh.

Father

He rapidly raises his voice, spewing vulgarities and shouting insults.
She desperately tries to make her voice be heard; this is in vain.
We hide in the room, our feelings aflicting.
"FUCK YOU!" he yells
"Fuck yourself" she shouts.
We hide in the room, trears rolling down our cheeks.

Ignorance is bliss?

Many of my friends tell me im ignorant. Well i guess thats true.

Example 1 :
Me:*walks into school* hey guys! why so serious looking?
Friends: Exams/Test today. Did you study?
Me: Really? Oh well~ * goes off to eat*

Example 2 :
Friend: Did you do the english homework?
Me: Theres english homework?
Friend: Yea. Did you do geography homework?! Or even art homework?!
Me: I didnt know there was homework~

My friends say that if there was a tsunami, i would probably be camly walking along the street. And that i would probably ask :" why is everyone screaming and running the other way?" I guess, it may be possible. You never know~

Today during reccess i ate 2 plates of fried bee hoon and 1 mango milkcurd. Followed by one bottle drink. I was still hungry after that... i eat too much... its a good thing i have high metbolism or i would be round as a ball! Anyways, have to go now. Gonna bake 2 new batch of cookies! Bye!!!!

~ Shay Arella Peh

Food Tour

Today, the Hongkong exchange students came!
It was fun spending the day with them, our group got 4 girls and one boy.
Gloria,Stephanie,Jay,Dorris and Phoenix.
Kinda sad that tomorrow will be last day with them, but still happy no sch on friday!
Mixed feelings about tmr.
Dreading goodbyes and i dun want to take chinese test for CT2.
Yet i cant wait to continue the dance course during conection time!
It is wayy fun!
I should remeber to get Hongkong buddies to add me on facebook.
Has too go, cause its late at night.
Goodnight!

~Shay Arella Peh

MMMMMMMMMMM~

I just baked 2 batch of cookies and they smell like heaven!
One batch is Triple Chocolate Chip Cookies!
The other is White Chocolate and Cranberry Cookies!
Delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will share with friends and Honkong exchange students tomorrow!
Gotta go, im gonna post a new video on my youtube account.
Also, i wonder if theres any homework today?
I wouldnt know, i never pay much attention.

XOXO, Shay Arella Peh

Stupid Bitch

I noe it was childish of me to get mad over the fact that i dun want to go shopping and shes forcing me to go along every saturday. But for her to scold me for that, and to even go as far as trying to make everything seem my fault and to blame me for me so childish and immature. Is it my fault that i dont want to go shopping with her and the fact that im forced to every saturday pisses me off? Then seeing as my tear-ducts are linked to my emotions and i was VERY ANGRY tears were pouring down my face. And her being her, thought i was crying to get my way. That pissed me off even more and so i couldnt stop crying. Than after forcing me to go, when we just left my block, she sent me home because she "didnt want to see my black face". ARGH! That freaking bitch better remember that im the one who decides which old folks home she goes to. Cause there is no way in hell im gonna let her live with me. If she pisses me enough i might just leave her on the streets. Seriously, i'd migrate to another country just to avoid her. Seriously. I HATE MY MOTHER.

Looking Back

Whooo~ I found a video my mum took during my 12th b'dae party!
Now watching it again we look so young~
Oh why oh why did i chop my hair short.
Looking back i prefer my waist length hair! :(
Anyways~ heres the video~ ;]
Enjoy!!!

Escaping~

Damn, i have a shit load of homework left to do.
Ahhhhhhhh~ I dun wanna do homework~
Homework is boring! I can think of better things to do~
I only care about that femenistic essay i have to write for english class ♥
Sigh~ School is annoying~ i dun wanna go back to school~
Further more i have sunday school tomorrow. Sigh~
Has to go~ Has english essay to write.

~ Shay Arella Peh

♥ Zombie-Loan ♥

Zombie-Loan has got me hooked~ Yomi you sexy vixen, i want you ♥
Michiru-chan is sooooo cute! Shito and Chiro are hot~
I wanna snatch Zarame and put him in a pocket~ He is loved ♥
Gonna go read more Zombie-Loan now~
Bye my darlings ♥

~Shay Arella Peh

Somewhere over the rainbow

Hello Darlings~
Sorry i didn't update in such a long time. I got... distracted.
I got really bored so i re-read Kuroshitsuji, afterwhich i got hooked on it again.
Then i watched the anime~ Ciel Phantomhive is loved~
Sigh, i want a smexy butler like sebastian!
Training was fun yet grueling. i wonder if coach is trying to kill us.
I mean it. We had to jump over a rope which was at his waist level....
He is freaking tall! Like 178cm plus tall!
I was green with envy over those who could jump so high effortlessly.
Sometimes i wonder why didnt i join dance as a cca...
but then i realise its cause v.ball is just that fun~
Has been hooked on my Ipod Touch nowadays~
Music swims round my head~
I cant stop singing to the beautiful and addicting songs~
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ ladadadada~
Mum complains that i talk too much and non-stop at that.
What she doesnt know is that i do that on purpose~
What can i say? Annoying others is fun!
Well, i have to go~ Reality is calling me back!

~ Shay Arella

Get Crazy- LMFAO

So addicted to TapTap Revenge 3 now~
Keep playing on bus to and from school.
Today morning i missed the school bus stop cause i was playing. Like i said. Addicted.
Thanks Alot Shen.
Really.
Now so many people are all calling me banana, Shaina and Banana DOES NOT RYHME!
V.ball training nearly had me collapsing on the floor. Coach, you are pure evil.
Thank goodness for gymnastics, SERIOUSLY does help for muscle ache but no one believe me. Sheesh. I dont lie. Well not about these things anyway.
Ugh. Has Homework to do.
Homework i dont see or know you exsisted.
There.
Now i have an excuse for tomorrow.

Heats, Wed 24 Feb

Spent time at the heats talking to everyone i knew there~
Became Lollipop Girl after awhile, for those who dunno,
lollipop girl is the one that holds the red/green sign to signal if a section is ready to start the run. Stood in the sun, melted away and was damn tired.
Finally at 5pm, we could go home. I had to walk 15mins home.
But before i left i played Taptap Revenge 3 with mel.
I played Taptap in social studies class early today, blur sotong teacher didnt even notice.

Ahah!

I finally managed to sign in to blogger again! yippee!
I forgot my password so its been awhile since my last post!
Lets see.... whats new.... Well, i finally saved enough to buy myself a headphone!
its purple n green in colour!
I seriously like the people in my class this year....well all except one.
this girl whom i dislike... lets call her A.
Well, due to our index numbers, we are often stuck as partners or placed at the same table,
though often as i can i try to avoid her.
Well, what can i say about her?
Hm-mm..... Shes....Annoying. Irresponsible. Does not listen to instructions.
Oh and she does not seem to understand the concept of personal space.
In class she likes to lean over, or during assembly she stand VERY close to me.
This makes my face come close to her hair.
I hate close contact except with friends.
Plus, the one thing that really ticks me off...... Shes a kiss-ass.
She always HAS to answer the teacher weather or not the teacher had asked for opinions.
I'm sorry but that sort of personality just rubs me the wrong way.
Well enough on A. Its late and i should go.
Good Night.

Rant On Bitchy Sister

Ugh, my little sister is such a bitch! She stole away the chair my brother was sitting on, as if she cant just grab another chair! And to make matters worse, she wacks him on his spine. HARD. Does that mother-fucking bitch want to kill him?! Further more she just sits there eating her dinner without a care for my poor little brother! What a stupid, slut! That mother fucking bitch! That bloody pendejo should besame el cula! And all my mum does whenever she finds out my sister beats up my little brother is just fucking say " dont do that again." what the fuck is wrong with this world?! All that i can do is pull that bitch away from my little brother and comfort him. That bloody cunt doesnt even show any respect for her elders! She bloody acts like she owns everything! Why the bloody hell did i get stuck with such a bitch for a stupid little sister! Infact, i wish my mother had never given birth to her, my brother and i would be much happier without her.