My Contemplations On This Earth

Update on life

2010-09-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hello!!!

Wow, its been ages since i updated!
Let's see, what has happened recently in my life?

Well, i got into a relationship with a guy. He is sweet, nice, a bit clingy and is shorter than me by quite a few centermeter. I broke with him after a month. Why? Because im a player simple as that. I have fun chasing but get bored after settling down. It gets boring sometimes if guys are easy to "catch", gawd i sound like a bitch. Anyways, i was getting bored of him and he was not really my type from the start so why prolong it? Yes i did break his heart, yes i did feel a little guilty. BUT, he knew i was a player and thought he could "change me for the better" thus we would last long. Right. That totally killed any feeling of guilt i had.

Well then, what exactly is my type, i've been asked.
Let me think...
A manly guy that is taller than me, looks good and has a intresting personality.
Let me explain why:
Even though i have a tough facade, i like manly guys that can make me feel small and "Doll-like". He should be taller than me because things can get awkward if he is shorter than me honestly.
Looks good? Well, Im sure every girl would prefer having a cute/hot guy to call their boyfriend than an average or ugly one right?
And most importantly, Personality!
I need a guy that can keep me intrested and guessing or else i might get bored of him quickly.

Other than that, yesterday was Teacher's Day and i went to visit my old primary school with Cassie and Juan. Hahaha, i sure grew, i towered over most of my previous teachers! After that, We went to subway for lunch. I headed home after that to relax, i had no idea how tired i was untill i lay on my bed and fell asleep till 7pm that night.

Today was pretty relaxing, i did my homework (Shocker! I know!) and relaxed after such a rushed and complexed period in life where all my teachers gave mountain loads of work and constantly chased us for it.

Sigh, tomorrow there is school again, at least tomorrow school starts late. Well, this is Shaina signing off.
P.S. I finally decided on a middle name for confirmation!

Xoxo,
Shaina Catalina

Lalalalala

2010-07-11T07:28:00.000-07:00

I came up with even more new designs,
woke up twice last night because i dreamt of new designs and didn't want to forget them.
This week is going to rock! Why? Because.......
Tuesday: Fabric hunting with Cassie and Juan to get our designs sewn
Wednesday: Movie outing as well as lunch/dinner with Cassie to celebrate my birthday in advance.
Thursday: My BIRTHDAY!!!! Dinner at Pizza Hut with Trini, Juan and Hazi
Friday:Birthday Celebration with my family!

So go ahead and count, one, two and that's right, three!
Im celebrating my birthday THREE times!
Im SOOOOOO Happy!
Plus im turning 15 on the 15th.
I have no idea why but since i was a kid i believed it would be a special day when something awsome will happen to me besides growing a year older.
Oh how i wish i could fast foward time and skip monday.
Either ways, Im really happy to start the week so i shall shut up and go to sleep so the week will start faster.
Goodnight!

Designs~

2010-07-07T02:52:00.000-07:00

Well here are the designs i mentioned~ Enjoy!

2010-07-07T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hey pepps~ Im Bacckkkkk!
Been designing clothes and acessories theese days~
Did 3 sheets today~ Im spewing them out one after another.
Well, sure beats being in a rut.
Schools Boring as usual~
Had church camp last month and sure had fun~
Made amazing friends at camp, hope not giving any of them the wrong idea
cause i have the tendency to be extra nice to people i feel can be trusted~
Oh well~ Nothing Much to report~
Will post my designs up soon~ Juan n i plan to get the designs made and sell them~
Well, thats all~ See Ya~

Hello....

2010-05-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

Hello and welcome to the Mental Health Hot-line.
If you are obsessive compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.
If you are co-dependent ask someone to press 2 for you.
If you have multiple personalities press 3, 4, 5, 6.
If you are paranoid, we know what you are and what you want so stay on the line and we'll trace your call.
If you are delusional press 7 and your call will be sent to the Mother Ship.
If you are schizophrenic listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press.
If you are depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer you.
If you are dislexic press 6, 9, 6, 9, 6, 9.
If you have a nervous disorder fidget with the hatch key until the beep.
After the beep, please wait for the beep.
If you have short term memory loss, please try your call again later.
And if you have low self esteem, hang up; all our operators are too busy to talk to you.

Oh, My!

2010-05-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

$2k is a heck of alot of money.
I just found out someone near and dear has that much money placed under nya's name.
Now nya is hatching a plan so ba wont try to get his hands on that money.
Well, money or not i still love that somebody, though it explains alot.
I wonder what might happen to that money in the future.
Not that im eyeing it or something but it would really improve our standard of living.
Oh well.... speaking of money, i finally got my bank card today!
I really gotta save... for what, i have no idea but just yea.
For the Hongkong trip, there are people giving me cash to shop!

Thanks to *drum rolls* :
- Daddy for that $100
- Grandmama for that $100
- Grandaunt Doreen for that $50

I do have my own savings and im wondering if
i should just brake the rule and bring more cash?
My mum asked me to buy 10 packets of preserved quil eggs for her,
says she will pass me $30 to pay. 0.o
Phoenix asked me to buy 1 packet of yakult(8 bottles) and bring to hongkong for him.
He says he will pay me back. Dont they sell Yakult there? 0.o
Either ways i cant wait to go! But the exams looming in front of me are horrible!
I am positive that tomorrow's chinese exam wont go well.
Ah well, all i can do is pray that i wont fail too bad.
By the way, Did i mention that my parents have stoped fighting?
Well they did and im glad thats over with!
Well got to go, Goodnight my loves!

~Shaina Arella

Parentals

2010-04-25T00:27:00.000-07:00

Sigh, i think my parents are being silly.
After that fight, they refuse to speak to each other,
They use my sibblings but mainly me to tell each other something.
How childish.
I dont know how long this will last.
Really, its like pre-school kids :
" i dont like you so i wont speak to you"
That should be a mentality of young kids, Not parents!
Sigh, i hope it ends soon.
They basically ignore or try their best to stay out of each others way.
I really dont know what to do. Sigh.

Father

2010-04-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

He rapidly raises his voice, spewing vulgarities and shouting insults.
She desperately tries to make her voice be heard; this is in vain.
We hide in the room, our feelings aflicting.
"FUCK YOU!" he yells
"Fuck yourself" she shouts.
We hide in the room, trears rolling down our cheeks.

Ignorance is bliss?

2010-04-06T00:16:00.000-07:00

Many of my friends tell me im ignorant. Well i guess thats true.

Example 1 :
Me:*walks into school* hey guys! why so serious looking?
Friends: Exams/Test today. Did you study?
Me: Really? Oh well~ * goes off to eat*

Example 2 :
Friend: Did you do the english homework?
Me: Theres english homework?
Friend: Yea. Did you do geography homework?! Or even art homework?!
Me: I didnt know there was homework~

My friends say that if there was a tsunami, i would probably be camly walking along the street. And that i would probably ask :" why is everyone screaming and running the other way?" I guess, it may be possible. You never know~

Today during reccess i ate 2 plates of fried bee hoon and 1 mango milkcurd. Followed by one bottle drink. I was still hungry after that... i eat too much... its a good thing i have high metbolism or i would be round as a ball! Anyways, have to go now. Gonna bake 2 new batch of cookies! Bye!!!!

~ Shay Arella Peh

Food Tour

2010-03-31T07:16:00.000-07:00

Today, the Hongkong exchange students came!
It was fun spending the day with them, our group got 4 girls and one boy.
Gloria,Stephanie,Jay,Dorris and Phoenix.
Kinda sad that tomorrow will be last day with them, but still happy no sch on friday!
Mixed feelings about tmr.
Dreading goodbyes and i dun want to take chinese test for CT2.
Yet i cant wait to continue the dance course during conection time!
It is wayy fun!
I should remeber to get Hongkong buddies to add me on facebook.
Has too go, cause its late at night.
Goodnight!

~Shay Arella Peh

MMMMMMMMMMM~

2010-03-30T02:39:00.000-07:00

I just baked 2 batch of cookies and they smell like heaven!
One batch is Triple Chocolate Chip Cookies!
The other is White Chocolate and Cranberry Cookies!
Delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will share with friends and Honkong exchange students tomorrow!
Gotta go, im gonna post a new video on my youtube account.
Also, i wonder if theres any homework today?
I wouldnt know, i never pay much attention.

XOXO, Shay Arella Peh

Stupid Bitch

2010-03-27T01:12:00.000-07:00

I noe it was childish of me to get mad over the fact that i dun want to go shopping and shes forcing me to go along every saturday. But for her to scold me for that, and to even go as far as trying to make everything seem my fault and to blame me for me so childish and immature. Is it my fault that i dont want to go shopping with her and the fact that im forced to every saturday pisses me off? Then seeing as my tear-ducts are linked to my emotions and i was VERY ANGRY tears were pouring down my face. And her being her, thought i was crying to get my way. That pissed me off even more and so i couldnt stop crying. Than after forcing me to go, when we just left my block, she sent me home because she "didnt want to see my black face". ARGH! That freaking bitch better remember that im the one who decides which old folks home she goes to. Cause there is no way in hell im gonna let her live with me. If she pisses me enough i might just leave her on the streets. Seriously, i'd migrate to another country just to avoid her. Seriously. I HATE MY MOTHER.

Looking Back

2010-03-26T04:53:00.000-07:00

Whooo~ I found a video my mum took during my 12th b'dae party!
Now watching it again we look so young~
Oh why oh why did i chop my hair short.
Looking back i prefer my waist length hair! :(
Anyways~ heres the video~ ;]
Enjoy!!!

Escaping~

2010-03-19T02:11:00.000-07:00

Damn, i have a shit load of homework left to do.
Ahhhhhhhh~ I dun wanna do homework~
Homework is boring! I can think of better things to do~
I only care about that femenistic essay i have to write for english class ♥
Sigh~ School is annoying~ i dun wanna go back to school~
Further more i have sunday school tomorrow. Sigh~
Has to go~ Has english essay to write.

~ Shay Arella Peh

♥ Zombie-Loan ♥

2010-03-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

Zombie-Loan has got me hooked~ Yomi you sexy vixen, i want you ♥
Michiru-chan is sooooo cute! Shito and Chiro are hot~
I wanna snatch Zarame and put him in a pocket~ He is loved ♥
Gonna go read more Zombie-Loan now~
Bye my darlings ♥

~Shay Arella Peh

Somewhere over the rainbow

2010-03-18T06:07:00.000-07:00

Hello Darlings~
Sorry i didn't update in such a long time. I got... distracted.
I got really bored so i re-read Kuroshitsuji, afterwhich i got hooked on it again.
Then i watched the anime~ Ciel Phantomhive is loved~
Sigh, i want a smexy butler like sebastian!
Training was fun yet grueling. i wonder if coach is trying to kill us.
I mean it. We had to jump over a rope which was at his waist level....
He is freaking tall! Like 178cm plus tall!
I was green with envy over those who could jump so high effortlessly.
Sometimes i wonder why didnt i join dance as a cca...
but then i realise its cause v.ball is just that fun~
Has been hooked on my Ipod Touch nowadays~
Music swims round my head~
I cant stop singing to the beautiful and addicting songs~
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ ladadadada~
Mum complains that i talk too much and non-stop at that.
What she doesnt know is that i do that on purpose~
What can i say? Annoying others is fun!
Well, i have to go~ Reality is calling me back!

~ Shay Arella

Get Crazy- LMFAO

2010-02-25T05:25:00.000-08:00

So addicted to TapTap Revenge 3 now~
Keep playing on bus to and from school.
Today morning i missed the school bus stop cause i was playing. Like i said. Addicted.
Thanks Alot Shen.
Really.
Now so many people are all calling me banana, Shaina and Banana DOES NOT RYHME!
V.ball training nearly had me collapsing on the floor. Coach, you are pure evil.
Thank goodness for gymnastics, SERIOUSLY does help for muscle ache but no one believe me. Sheesh. I dont lie. Well not about these things anyway.
Ugh. Has Homework to do.
Homework i dont see or know you exsisted.
There.
Now i have an excuse for tomorrow.

Heats, Wed 24 Feb

2010-02-24T05:34:00.000-08:00

Spent time at the heats talking to everyone i knew there~
Became Lollipop Girl after awhile, for those who dunno,
lollipop girl is the one that holds the red/green sign to signal if a section is ready to start the run. Stood in the sun, melted away and was damn tired.
Finally at 5pm, we could go home. I had to walk 15mins home.
But before i left i played Taptap Revenge 3 with mel.
I played Taptap in social studies class early today, blur sotong teacher didnt even notice.

Ahah!

2010-02-19T07:41:00.000-08:00

I finally managed to sign in to blogger again! yippee!
I forgot my password so its been awhile since my last post!
Lets see.... whats new.... Well, i finally saved enough to buy myself a headphone!
its purple n green in colour!
I seriously like the people in my class this year....well all except one.
this girl whom i dislike... lets call her A.
Well, due to our index numbers, we are often stuck as partners or placed at the same table,
though often as i can i try to avoid her.
Well, what can i say about her?
Hm-mm..... Shes....Annoying. Irresponsible. Does not listen to instructions.
Oh and she does not seem to understand the concept of personal space.
In class she likes to lean over, or during assembly she stand VERY close to me.
This makes my face come close to her hair.
I hate close contact except with friends.
Plus, the one thing that really ticks me off...... Shes a kiss-ass.
She always HAS to answer the teacher weather or not the teacher had asked for opinions.
I'm sorry but that sort of personality just rubs me the wrong way.
Well enough on A. Its late and i should go.
Good Night.

Rant On Bitchy Sister

2010-02-01T02:51:00.000-08:00

Ugh, my little sister is such a bitch! She stole away the chair my brother was sitting on, as if she cant just grab another chair! And to make matters worse, she wacks him on his spine. HARD. Does that mother-fucking bitch want to kill him?! Further more she just sits there eating her dinner without a care for my poor little brother! What a stupid, slut! That mother fucking bitch! That bloody pendejo should besame el cula! And all my mum does whenever she finds out my sister beats up my little brother is just fucking say " dont do that again." what the fuck is wrong with this world?! All that i can do is pull that bitch away from my little brother and comfort him. That bloody cunt doesnt even show any respect for her elders! She bloody acts like she owns everything! Why the bloody hell did i get stuck with such a bitch for a stupid little sister! Infact, i wish my mother had never given birth to her, my brother and i would be much happier without her.

Pictures From Thailand

2010-01-02T20:17:00.000-08:00

One Of The Temples! The Sky!

The Bear Pouch is so cute, right?

The Cat Ears are Tres cute are they not? My Brother looks cute in it!

Update on life

2010-01-02T19:50:00.000-08:00

Hello My Darlings~ I'm Back~

I had fun goin on a shopping spree in Thailand, things i bought:

- Clothes
- Clothes
- Shoe
- Really cute wallet ( Picture in Next Post)
- Really cute black hairband with Cat Ears on it ( Picture in next post)
- Presents for friends

In the end though i promised them, i didnt have enough cash to buy presents for everyone.
I ended up buying Cassie a convertible bag, trini and mel those leather braclets, dora the bubblegum she wanted, puteri nurul and syara got Thailand notebooks with pencils.
Sadly i dont have anything for the two sec ones i promised! Wat do i DO!!!!
Darn. I hope they wont be too mad at me, cause i spent way too much cash on myself and didnt have enough to get them a gift... sigh. I went Ice-Skating there and found out it looks way easier than it really is. But kudos to me for not falling a single time~ I SERIOUSLY miss the food buffets there, im so HUNGRY~ The fireworks on new years day was really crazy, they were huge and didnt just come from one spot. Fireworks exploded in many different parts of the sky! It was Spectecular~

Another topic, I saw A LOT of beggars along the streets of bangkok. I saw the most amount of beggars there in my whole life! My aunt told me that those beggars that had no arms and legs were from the syndicate. These people were kidnapped and had there arms and legs chopped off by the syndicate so they cant escape. Then the syndicate put them along the streets to beg everyday in the hot sun, only picking them up late at night. I was Horrified at some of the conditions they were in, there was one of the beggars who only had one arm and NO legs. He had to lie there in the hot sun begging! There were some young children who most likely were forced to go out and beg by their parents. I seriously Pray for these people.

Okay, in my next post, i will put up some of my pictures from bangkok.
Till then my darlings, Goodbye~

Updates on Hell

2009-12-11T23:32:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm, where should i start? The beginning? Splendid idea!

Recently the holidays have begun but it hardly feels like one to me seeing as i always have to wake up being worried about having overslept or being late. Not very holiday like i can assure you. With activities such as Supplementary Lessons and the ever consistent Trainings, i hardly have time to myself. The only real time i have to look into the sky and admire the wonderful shade of blue or the huge fluffy white clouds; The wonderful blend of red, orange, pink, purple and yellow as the sun sets and rises; The moon Glowing brightly amongst the dark blue sky fixed with stars twinkling around.......

When do you suppose? Thats right! The Bus.

Its real sad isn't it?

Not having that little time to ourselves to enjoy and admire the beauty that surrounds us!

With the way we rush around we miss out on the simple beauty of life.

Well its time for me to sleep and rest my weary eyes.

I Pray that you my darlings will find time in your hectic schedule to sit down, have a cup of soothing warm tea and think about things. Ponder apon what your meaning in life is, what is your soul-purpose. Adore the simple beauty in life such as the way the sky is placed. Listen to the worries of those around you and Help them cope. Live your life to the fullest once having contemplate these simple but important things in life.

I bid you a fond farewell till my next post.

Goodnight.

Decisions decisions

2009-10-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

okay, with the results of which hairstyle i should cut thingy:

pic no. 1 : 2 votes
pic no. 2 : 5 votes
pic no. 3 : 1 vote
pic no. 4 : 1 vote
pic no. 5 : 2 votes

Thus, i shall be cutting hairstyle number 2! It sortta has a gypsy/ pixie look to it that i seriously like so whoo~ Well, time to go!

Buenos Tardes, Carino!

- Senora Shaina

Hairstyles

2009-10-08T22:29:00.000-07:00

Sorry my blog has been dead for so long! but it is now revived!
My hair has been growing long and its growing out of my previous haircut. so here are some pics on hair cuts im considering. Give me your thoughts on which i should choose before this monday!

Thanks~

Family

2009-05-07T04:34:00.000-07:00

Of all families in the world i had to get stuck with mine; what sort of sick and cruel joke is that?
Don't get me wrong i love my grandma and grandpa and my aunt ect. but why must i be stuck with that lady as my mum and those idiot as my sibblings?! I think i must have done a really bad thing in my past life to deserve such things. " Shaina, give me advance notice to ask me if you can stay back next time." Right. when i ask she always says no thus the reason why i never asked her. i know she wouldnt known this unless i told her but i still dont wanna hurt her feelings.... i know right, why am i being nice to a bitch. I was waiting for my dinner which would be done in a minute but she wanted me to go down, opposite our block to buy her noodles.... i told her to wait so she said " next time u ask to go your friends house or stay back i'll say wait as well." like what the hell? shes 40+ and she acts like a 5 year old! so i was thinking like you would even let me go.... and i said" rrrriiiigggghhhttttt....." i said it softly so she couldnt hear but my sibblings heard and blabed to my mum so she lets my sibblings go instead and says the can keep the change as their reward..... seriously, is that suppose to make me feel guilty and regret my actions? if i want money i can just get it from my wallet, i dont need her money! Really, she treats me like a child but expects me to act more mature? Is there a secret technique to doin that because if so can someone please teach me! I'm really growing sick of all this, first my sibblings now my mum, what next? my teachers? i really hate them so much sometimes.... tears threaten to flow out of my eyes but they are not worth it. thats all i have to say for now, just needed to get that off my chest.... yea, wateva; see ya.

the last straw

2009-04-17T23:47:00.000-07:00

okay, thats it! i cant take it anymore! i cant even go on youtube or veoh anymore! argh! my mum is just home, time for confrontation. Wish me luck!

Stupid mum strikes again!

2009-04-17T19:04:00.000-07:00

the last time u knew, i had hacked into my mum's account on my laptop. wait y dun i explain about my laptop first.my mum bought me a laptop last year, yes for me. but she said that since she paid for it she gets to use it as n when she wants. fine, i dun make much noice evne though i dun understand how she can give me something and expect a share in it. last time, she set up parental control so that i can play my laptop for only a certain ammount of time. i hacked into her account and turned the parental control off because it was messing my life up. now, my mum borrowed my laptop two days before saying she was installing a norton thing to prevent viruses, fine, i let her. now, i turn on my laptop to see that i cant go into fanfiction.net because my mum has set up parental control to control when i can go online n where im allowed to go! wth! i cant read fan fictions which make up alot of my email! ugh that stup*d b*tch! im trying not to be vulgular for the younger readers of this blog. so instead of being silly and complaining the whole time, i have come up with a plan! my plan? start saving some money from my weekly reccess money of $20 n the money my grandma gives me ( she visits twice a week so total i get $10 per week from her) n when my birthday comes in july i shall ask my family to give me money instead of presents. combining all this money, im bound to have enough to buy a new laptop for myself and seeing as its from my own money, she is not allowed on it and cant control me! hah! gd idea or what? tag me what u think! thanks!

Comments On Me

2009-03-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

Bon Jour ma petiete!( Hello My Darling!)
This post shall be my rant on life for the day.

My report book often says ' Can do better with effort' or ' needs to pay more attention, has potential to do much better'.

Seriously, do they think i will do what they asked of me?
I hardly listen to what others demand of me.
Dont they know by now that i cannot work with people demanding me?

I retaliate against working under others of higher authority.
Im just not the type that listens to what people demand of me.
When a demand is made it pisses me off and causes me to retaliate.
If you simply ask me for something i wouldnt mind doing it for you.

So yea i get 2 'A1's and 1 'A2' even though i never studied or paid attention in class.
So what if i can understand complex questions and equations in less then a mintute.
All that still does not mean i care enough to study and stress myself out.

I prefer my carefree life of chatting with friends, reading stories/ fan fictions and enjoying the feel of the warmth of the sun's rays up, thank you very much!
So what if you adults think im too lazy for my own good?
Dont expect me of all people to turn into a nerd cause you said so, sorry but thats just not me!

Okay enough ranting on life for today, time to hit the hay(that sounds so lame!).
Ohyasumi Mina-san! ( Good night everyone!)

Update on The Life

2009-03-14T22:16:00.000-07:00

Hello my darlings,
I'm back, two things to say today.

1. As you can see i changed my blogskin, please let me know what you think of it!
Love it? Hate it? Too much of one colour? Let me know!

2. I comfirmed with my mum on the 'moving house issue' and do you know what she said?
She said that yes they were planning but we will only move in THREE YEARS time!
Do my parents like playing with my feelings around so much?
I was so excited and now find it for nothing. Sighs.....

I'm gonna be bored through the march holiday!
Will miss my sweetie( my so cute junior, Hidayati!) and my Besties.
I know its only 1 week but i will be locked im my house the whole time!
Sigh.... Oh well, please tag! Im feeling lonely!
Thats it for now, Bye my lovelies!

Holiday Plans and Happiness!

2009-03-14T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today, i was shopping with the fam, also known as my Mum, Sis, Bro, Grandma(mama), Grandpa(gongkong) and my maid (my dad does not like shopping much besides he was working).

As we were shopping, i recieved an sms.
It was my friend mel asking me if i could go on a clique outing on monday to sentosa.
I told her i would ask my mum first. I asked my mum but she told me to 'see first' meaning it would depend on my behavior, so for the rest of the day i was nice to everyone and did every stupid command they(the fam) asked of me.

Then at night as we were walking home and my mum was in a good mood so i asked her again. She played the dad card on me, meaning that she said," ask your daddy".
And my dad never lets me go out. Hah....so in the end i cannot go out. Hah....
My mum said "see first" just to play with me! she knew i had no chance of going! Sigh....

Just fifteen minute ago my dad told us the best news ever!
He said that they(my parents) were looking for a new house to move into!
This time it will be a four-room flat that my sis and i will share one room, my bro and maid shre one room and the master bedroom for my parents!
Reasons why i want to move house that badly:

1. I will not have to share the room with three other people!

2. I can have more space for my things.

3. I can a neater bedroom to live in.

4. More bed space!

5. I can rearrange things in the room so that there is space for me to read or do my laptop.
Space for me to:
-Dance
-Practice Gymnastics
-Do Photo Shoots.
- Have wrestling matches with my lil bro or my lil sis.

So that is why i cant wait to move.
Wonder if my parents will let me paint the room light purple or turquoise...
What? They are nice colours! Hope we can have a bean bag in it and a music player.
What can i say? Music is my life, i danced and sang since small and im not about to stop.

For my march holiday i think i will see if i can go over to cass' house for an afternoon.
But the rest of the holiday is spent doing homework, readin, music and more time in the house.
Oh well, more time to play laptop more i guess.
Gotta go, its late and i need ta sleep!
Chiao!

Update on Exam marks

2009-03-06T02:39:00.000-08:00

Hey all!
Did not get the As i wanted for Litriture and math.
Never mind i'll do better next time.
Nothing else to say so bye!

Exam Grades

2009-02-27T23:07:00.000-08:00

For this exam i got,
-English: B4
-Math: Still dunno
-Chinese:F9
-Science:A1
-History:F9
-Geography:A2
-Home Econ:A1
-Litriture: Still dunno
my mum is pissed, she wants, 5 As hah.... hopefully i got A for Litriture and math or else im one dead duck!

2009-02-04T00:23:00.000-08:00

these are pictures of me and my family from chinse new year! after seeing the photos, comment!

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comment on whether you think my sibblings look like me!

More about me!

2009-02-03T23:40:00.000-08:00

i really like doing this kinda stuff so here we go!

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you.

1. im the oldest kid in the family
2. i have been told to be a model when i grow up as i have the potential
3. music is life!
4. im peranakan
5. i love to entertain others
6. i want to ba psycologist when i grow up
7. i want to join a gymnastics team in sch(wish the sch had one..)
8. im a little spoilt by my mama(grandma).
9. im good at getting what i want
10. im very independent.
11. english and litriture are my best subjects
12. i see through facades easily
13. nobody knows the real me
14.im a mystery to some..
15. my birthday and favourite number is 15
16. my jersey number is 16
17. i enjoy playing volleyball(im on sch team)
18. i have friends that whine too much(really no initiative!)
19. i get annoyed easily
20. i dont show my true emotions at times.
21. my mum is the only one who can break my facades.
22. i love animals
23. my idol is Martina Mcbride(she sang songs about child abuse)
24. i love the people around me(except some)
25. many people tells me that my sibblings and i have the same face(triplets?)

tagged: mel, angie, shen ru, millissa,hui shan, stephanie, hannah,trinisha,hillary,cass,mala,sarah,jash,racheal,juanita,claire,and another random 9 people that wanna do this.

Old People

2009-01-28T03:04:00.000-08:00

Why on earth do old people talk/ nag/ gossip so much? i think its something that happens as u grow old or hit a certain age. then again mums nagg more then any old people i know, maybe its a genetic thing? research(done by yours truly) shows that old people can talk for a whole day long, even young gossipy bitches dont talk that much! it seems old people never fail to have something to talk about.... weird.... annoying..... naggy naggy.... me no likey..... byey! XP

New Year well, the chinese one at least

2009-01-26T01:36:00.000-08:00

Hey ya'll! im back! so i changed the blog skin and the songs. Umm, i had lots of fun at my reunion
(and plenty of food, Duh! :p) took plenty photos. So now im at my grandmother's home on the computer posting cause theres nothing else to do. Collected plenty of Ang Paos today, Tomorrow comfirm got more lah! Well gotta go. Annoying sister nagging at me. xoxoxShaynexoxo

2009-01-24T20:22:00.000-08:00

Hello! im back again! okay so i was a little harsh in my last post but, duh, im overly emotional that should be obvious. anyway, i think im going to change the skin.... its too emo... so not me

I HaTe ThEm!

2009-01-10T06:37:00.000-08:00

May All Adults Rot In Miserible excuse Hell For The Rest of Their pathetic excuse they call a life! i know i should not say that about all adults but im a teenage girl thats pissed at her mom and maid. Whadda ya expect! so here i am tears spilling over my eyes, slidding down my face as i rant out on my laptop. i hate how my mom acts like how she the way she treats me is such a big deal. that she treats me like im a mature young adult. MY Foot! Dont do this , dont do that. when you go to camp you have to call me, dont act smart and try things first. Hello? does that sound like how you treat a teenager that is a big girl? I think not! she acts like my life belongs to her! when you grow up you and your siblings will buy a big house and we will all live together! What about my life? what about what i wanna do? i wont have a life like this! hold on, i had to wipe my face as it was soaked with my tears and my sight was bleary from tears. I'm mostly pissed at my maid for ratting out on me, that back-stabber! This is what you get when you trust adults! Okay, i really have to try to calm down.... Breathe, Breathe, not allowed to kill people; Damn!,Breathe, Breathe. Okay, at least i have stopped crying and im not going to kill anyone...for now. Im gonna go chillax on fanfiction.net and try to distract myself. Bye.

Quiz

2008-12-28T00:33:00.000-08:00

1. Single , Attached or crushing?
-Single!, others crushing on me then yah.
2. Are you happy with who you are?
-Yes. Who doesnt wanna be me?
3. When you meet the right person , would you fall first?
-Depends
4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Nope, Break anothers heart then yes
5. Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
-Yes
6. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you ?
- nah ah! even if he was on his knees.
7. Have you talk about marriage with another person?
- No Way!
8. Do you want children?
- Yes, Maybe. When im older.
9. How many children do you want?
- two
10. Would you consider adoption?
- Yes, i like helping others
11. Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
- Isnt that what i do all the time? lol
12. Be honest , do you play that "game" when you are dating?
- Truthfully, Yes
13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- No
14. Are you romantic?
- Sometimes
15. Do you believe you can change someone ?
- I do that to most that meet me.
16. If you could marry anywhere , money not an obligation , where would it be?
- In a Church, i love that religous feel to it!
17. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
- hmmm.....No
18. Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you couldn't?
- Yes, Edward Cullen!
19. Have you broken a heart?
- Many times, dun belive then ask my ex boy-friends lah!
20. Would you fight for somebody over your significant other ?
- y the hell for? they should be fighting over me!
21. What would you say about your last ex?
- He was sweet, i simply didnt feel the same way.

simple changes

2008-12-27T23:11:00.000-08:00

So i just changed the skin, add music to this blog. nothing drastic. was bored in the car so i watched the clouds i ended up seeing a hipo, a dog, a whale, fishes and some other stuff. i know im bored = silly me. Oh Well, thats all for now! see yall!

2008-12-27T08:09:00.000-08:00

Christmas was fun, i got many presents. many of which was makeup but never mind. i have been finding out as much as i can about myself as a nyonya. i also caught up with claire. okay, im tired so im gonna turn in for tonight, bye!

2008-12-22T06:41:00.000-08:00

My little brother is so annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he pasted a used plaster on my thigh! that little weasel is so annoying!

Annoyance of today

2008-11-17T01:43:00.000-08:00

I so hate that IDIOT brother of mine! think about this, i just came home from 5 and a half hours of volleyball training and matches wanting to unwind from training i eat a few biscuts and log into my laptop just to be told by my mum to clear the room! then after going through the things i sit down to my laptop again just to be called a lazy pig by that idiot brother of mine! i mean hello? can't a girl get just a little rest! so he has been helping around the house but so? he oonly plays his damn DS lite all day long while i have to train for a competition next year, How Fair is that??????????????? then i get nagged at by my mum that they, meaning my bro and sis, have been working hard and the least i could do is help clear things up, after i am the eldest meaning i should set an example.......Nag! Nag! Nag! i mean seriously! i just sit down to relax and chores are dumped on me to do! i mean, Wat the hell!!!!!!!!!! ugh! time to eat, have to go.
xoxoxoxShainaxoxoxox

2008-10-26T19:48:00.000-07:00

SO im back again. today im going with family to my mum's friend's place. her friend is having a party for depavali so the party. man, i hope it isnt boring............ will post more when im back. Oh and i just read two books titled ghost girl and beautiful child ! they are so sad and exciting , intriging and most of all touching. i relly suggest reading them. haaaaaaaaaaaaa. better go time for the 'party'. c ya!

2008-10-25T08:15:00.000-07:00

Schools out for the year time to relax and have fun............Not!
i have training every week and a new maid to train. my mum
does not appreciate me and im bored outta my mind!
Just re-re-painted my finger and toe nails.....see how bored i am!!!!!!!
i now have an account on www.fanfiction.net, i have written 4 stories on it.
My account pen-name is xxchrisnellexx.
Please read my stories and review them! im begging! .............
Note to self no sweets before using this laptop for fear of humiliating myself
............ you did not read that......
wateva, c ya!

2008-09-03T01:08:00.000-07:00

my hand slipped while sending my friend her sms back and i ended up sending her a blank message! haha! she just messaged me back saying :" Theres nth!" Hhahahahahahaha............ okay, now im sure that i have had too much sugar! Ahahahahahahahahahahhahahhahahah!!!!!!!!

2008-09-03T01:04:00.000-07:00

Hey pepps! Im back! Sorry i was gone for so long, i had exams then the horrors of letting my mum see my report card! Been reading twilight....... im so hooked! Well, i'll be back soon...... need to return my friends sms!

2008-08-10T22:11:00.000-07:00

i just got a new maid. she is very quite, a little shy and very nice. i saw her cry while praying yesterday night........ i think that she is homesick i hope she settle in soon. as long as everyone around me is happy, then im happy!

2008-08-10T19:59:00.000-07:00

ok so i didnt win the modeling competition................nvm................. sad but at least it was fun! currently bored to tears at least it was fun and tats wat counts right?

2008-08-06T07:18:00.000-07:00

exams are over and im back n free! yayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy that im free but im so dead whenthe results are out! today my coach scolded the team because of one girls fault and the stupid thing is that the girl had gone home and didnt get scolding! wah lao! so sucks man! and tomorrow our team has to stay back for punishment! and we were innocent except that girl! Arrggh! anyway, a model competition is comin up and im one of the contestant! i hope i win! well, have to go, talk more tomorrow!

\(^o^)/

2008-07-24T04:57:00.000-07:00

sry i havent posted much but i hav been busy recently. oh well, anyway............ i just found a box full of pics of me when i was small! so cute! KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, cant talk long so see ya! oh well, i will be back soon so bye for now! Ciao!

2008-07-16T04:12:00.000-07:00

me and my friends!

2008-07-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

cant find my b'dae photos....... nvm, when i find it i will post it up but for now...... see ya!

2008-07-11T04:46:00.000-07:00

photos

2008-07-11T04:35:00.000-07:00

Yo pepps! im back agian, still no anime photos to post yet but i have a few of me n my fam frm my cousin wedding dinner and a few frm my birthday gathering.........whooh! though i celebrated my b'dae way too early............anyway hope you guys find it interesting!

2008-07-04T19:11:00.000-07:00

hey pepps! im back!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, i have been searching for nice pics which soon i shall put up on my blog. my birthday is coming and im so excited! i have been reading books and mangas recently. school is as boring as always but oh well, not like i can do anything about it......... i wish time would skip right to july 15 when i become a full-fledge teenagerr! haha! i cant wait! well i will be back soon but still bye for now.......\(^o^)/

2008-06-24T02:56:00.000-07:00

well thats all i have for now but check my blog again soon and by then i hope i would have uploaded more pics! well bye for now!

2008-06-24T02:48:00.000-07:00

2008-06-24T02:41:00.000-07:00

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2008-06-24T01:37:00.000-07:00

hey pepps! i got quite a few new songs on my hp! so happy! anyway, here are some pics that i found. there is one where a girl is dressed in pink with a pink background, sashni i think u will like it alot!

2008-06-16T20:42:00.000-07:00

Sorry i havent posted for so long but my laptop got confiscated becourse of my stupid results! damn it! anyway i will be able to post only once in awhile from now on............stupid studies! how can anyone pay attention in math class when its sooooo boring? that i dont understand! wateva, got to go....... lunch! c ya soon!

2008-05-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

i think the reason behind the two natural disasters is that god is punishing the sinners in China and Myanmar. The military people that torture the people in mynmar deserve to die and not kind people...... so many people diedd.............so sad! The earthquak in China killed so many! so happy singapore no such things! Singaporeans out there, thank your lucky stars that we are so safe...... we should not take what we have for granted! Life, Money, Health, Food we often take them for granted...only when we lose them do we realise its importance.Families were lost and we dont treasure our family until we lose them....that when we notice what a big part of our life they play. so we should treasure them while they are with us!

2008-05-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

Anyone knows of good websites to get good anime pictures? i want more pics and songs!!!!!

2008-05-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

my mum like so nags alot! seeesh! whoops! shes calling will b back!

2008-05-09T23:01:00.000-07:00

Thats all the pics i have for now........... will find more to post! i update this blog once a week at least so please visit often!

Fantasy Anime Pics

2008-05-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

powerful girls

2008-05-09T21:55:00.000-07:00

Animal lovers

2008-05-09T21:49:00.000-07:00

sentimental pics

2008-05-09T21:39:00.000-07:00

2008-05-09T08:13:00.001-07:00

I have found many nice pics this time right? Enjoy!

2008-05-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

My form teacher is such a bitch! from now on, her new name is Q.O.B which stands for queen of bitches! she damn what lor! Anyways, i just found out that my friend siti's brother(former boyfriend) has moved in with his grandma again.... which is just next door! my maid says she saw siti in the morning and thst siti and her brother went to sch together..... wish i was around! i miss siti! wish can chat with her again! if only she stays with her grandma during this june holidays again! i heard that siti's hair grew long and she now has a new hairstyle. i cut my hair short after having waistlong hair for so long! wish you can see my new short hair(above shoulder length!) siti, really miss ya! this is your gd friend shaina! come back and visit soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

My laptop has brokedown wont be updating this blog anytime soon...........Sorry! Will get laptop fixed as fast as possible!

2008-04-18T03:27:00.001-07:00

sorry but something went wrong and my poll has gone missing........... oh well! Enjoy ur visit!

2008-04-18T02:51:00.000-07:00

This is all the pics i have.....for now! I will upload more so be paitient! Enjoy the pics! after that please take the poll by the side! Thank You!

2008-04-18T02:49:00.000-07:00

2008-04-18T02:48:00.000-07:00

2008-04-18T02:44:00.000-07:00

Heres new anime pics a found. Hope you like them!

2008-04-18T02:41:00.000-07:00

My family is extra photogenic! All of us love the camera and cant stop taking pics! heres a pic of us from feb.........cute or what!

2008-04-18T02:40:00.000-07:00

Heres a picture of moi! taken in feb!

2008-04-18T02:38:00.000-07:00

KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!! So cute! i luv them to bits!

2008-04-18T02:33:00.000-07:00

these r a few of the pic i found online. hope u like them!

2008-04-18T02:25:00.000-07:00

I changed the skin with help from Grace, my good friend! Heres a picture of her! Thks, Grace! I Really love my new skin. will upload more pics soon!

2008-04-14T02:50:00.000-07:00

There are links by the side which you can click on to listen to the songs that i have mentioned in my previos post! Enjoy!

2008-04-14T02:28:00.000-07:00

I just finished watching all 52 episodes of Tokyo Mew Mew! i love the show, i watched it on www.veoh.com then i found some great sons such as Dedenshi blue, Plasmagic, C No Binetsu, Dummy. These songs were found on http://www.esnips.com/web/sensualphrase . i highly recomand listening to those songs! I think that Tokyo Mew Mew is so cute annd exciting and romantic! It is a must watch!

HAPPY B'DAE TO MY GRANDMA

2008-04-04T00:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MAMA HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

2008-04-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

A girl in my class stole money from another girl because she was poor. i did not know this till today, and it turns out that my best friends already knew. i asked them to tell me who did the girl stole from as those who knew refused to tell those who didnt.But my damn friends wont tell me! so others can tell them but they cant tell me?!!!!! what type of friends are they?!!!!!! i cant stand them keeping secrets from me all the time! i wanna blow my top at them but knowing them they will push some sort of blame on me! I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!

My Own Poem

2008-04-03T23:50:00.000-07:00

most people think that the poem 'Roses are red violets are blue...........' i find it boring so i modified it. Here it is : Roses are red,
violets are blue
revenge is sweet,
so is killing you!

ok, so im a little sadistic but hey, thats me!

Errand running!

2008-03-09T22:58:00.012-07:00

my mother just cant leave me alone! my sister is free and willing to run the errands but she has to ask me to go when i cant be bothered to go! i hate this life!

My Damned Little Brother

2008-03-09T22:53:00.000-07:00

I HATE MY LITTLE BROTHER!!!! LIFE WOULD BE SWEETER WITHOUT HIM! HE SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR FOREVER AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

New laptop!

2008-02-28T03:37:00.000-08:00

i am now writting on my new laptop! i have always been wanting 1 and now i hav one! im soo happy! this is the best part of my life!

2008-02-11T03:08:00.000-08:00

Today was our first volley ball practice! it was so damm fun lor! so happy i in v.ball
very tired but so happy! made 4 new fwens frm other class...... so glad! 'grins' !!!!!

Food Records

2008-02-03T04:24:00.000-08:00

Today we are having reunion dinner at my grandma's house(dads side). Not much of appetitide so ate very little........... maybe cause of my huge lunch.........>_< I had thought that maybe this year i would eat more but i guess i should not have eaten that much for lunch else i would have broken my own record........... nvm! theres still reunion dinner at my grandmas house(mums side) i will break my own record and eat three times as much as the average human!*evil laughter in background** evil grin* hahahaha!:)

2008-01-31T04:03:00.000-08:00

Anyone out there knows of any good websites to watch or read comics? pls comment and tell me!

Anime

2008-01-31T03:48:00.000-08:00

I so Luv anime! i have been spending most of my time on the internet reading animes............ Anyways, i recomand reading, ouran high, captive heart, fruit basket and my fair lady!